Aug 02
LOUSY.
i feel lousy, i really do.
I can’t even pick myself up even when i’ve been beaten down. Instead i have to rely on someone else to help me cover up my blunders. That’s just lame…
“Dont be like that” you say, but i just can’t stop feeling negative because even the vibes tell me that i’m not doing things right.
Yes, for the past week i’ve been sending you home, to and from work. The week before i’ve been buying you dinner and staying over at your place too often, its too much you can’t handle it.
I will not pester you everyday, i will not text u so much so you wouldn’t have to keep looking at your phone, i will not ask you out everyweekend, i will not stay over too often, i will not stop you from hanging out with your friends.
I will take a step back.
I have compromised time with my family so as to help you during your time of need, and even though family is important, i kept my word when i said that i put you above all else. I hope you remembered.
All i can do is to adjust myself to your ways, for you, for us <3
Let’s be happy, my love.
